Where I Belong - R.V.Elliott

Chapter 27 

Biting my lip my eyes flashed to him again before landing back on his phone. Grabbing it in my hand I unlocked the screen my heart dropping at what I read. 

'Last night was fun! We should do it more often :) Sasha' 

Setting it back on the cabinet I grabbed my bag tighter and left the room. Who the hell was Sasha? Walking into the clubhouse I walked to where my dad was sitting, a few guys listening to whatever the hell he was saying. 

"You need something?" My dad asked 

Leaning over I wrapped my arms around his neck and lay my head on his chest. I had no idea what had come over me but I just needed a hug from my dad. Hearing chairs being scraped back I lifted my head to see the guys had left us alone. 

"What's wrong A?" He asked his voice softer than normal. My dad was a hard man and there was nothing soft about him. Some people say he doesn't have a heart but I know they're wrong. 

Feeling the lone tear roll down my cheek I let it fall onto his cut. "Nothing I just needed a hug from my dad" I croaked holding onto him tighter. 

"You sure sweetheart? You know you can come to me with anything. Did someone hurt you?" He asked 

Letting him go I slid into the chair next to him. "No one hurt me dad I can take care of myself you know". 

"I'm know you can darlin' but you don't have to" He said placing his hand on my knee and giving it a little squeeze. 

"I have to go to work. I'll see you later at some point" I sighed placing a kiss on his cheek before getting up. 

Why did it feel like I had a truck sitting on my chest? My heart felt like it was going to explode. I don't get why he couldn't just tell me the truth. Everything he said to me was a lie. You don't tell someone you made love to them and then spend the night with another girl. If anything I was angry at myself. I should have known it would happen. I see it happen every night and yet I still thought there was this little chance he was different. Wiping away the lone tear I walked out through the doors and 

toward my car. 

"Sweets hold up" 

Feeling my shoulders sag I leant against my car door as he ran the distance between us. 

Okay Ava! Time to put those big girl panties on and tell him he means nothing to you. Push him away... 

"You alright?" He asked 

"Why wouldn't I be?" I said my answer short. 

"Time you getting off? I was thinking we could go for a ride? Get away from here for a bit. You fancy it darlin'?" 

"Can't I have plans. Sorry" Turning away from him I opened my car door and got in. Big Girl Panties! Watching the expression change on his face I didn't give him a second glance instead I started my car and got the hell out of there. 

This was the right thing to do but why did it hurt so much? 

"I thought you were off today?" Josh asked as he met me by my office door. 

Was I? 

"Dedicated to your work Ava" He chuckled "Seriously though, go home and relax. It's been quiet here all morning and after hearing about your night last night I bet you have some hangover". 

Speaking of which, where was Ally? "I have some paper work to catch up on. I'll put in a few hours then ill go". Taking a seat at my desk I lay back on my chair. 

"Coffee?" He asked 

"Yes please" I grinned hoping this one would go down better than my last one. "Thanks Josh". 

"No problem Ava. I won't be long". 

"You can't go in there" 

Not even 5 seconds later Blaze burst through my door and he did not look happy. Dropping my pen I leant back in my chair and looked at him. 

"You have plans?" He snapped closing my door with a bang. "Bullshit Ava. What the fuck is going on?". 

Time to turn up my bitch mode. I could do this, no matter how much I didn't want to, I had to. I wasn't going to be with a man that sleeps with other girls. Why is it men can be happy with the one woman? 

"Yes I do. Now get out I have work to do" Dropping my gaze from his I turned my attention back to the notes infront of me. 

"Cancel them now" He growled throwing my phone onto the desk. Hm I wondered where I left that. Glaring at him I took my phone and slide it into my top drawer. 

"No" I snapped feeling my anger rise. What makes him think it's okay to come into my work place and then try and tell me what to do. "Get out before I call security, I 

mean it Blaze". 

"What the hell is-.." 

"I don't want this" I said motioning between him and I. "I don't want you, I don't want the bullshit that comes with you. I want to be left alone now please get the hell out" I snapped rising from my chair so I could open the door. 

"You're lying. I know wh-.." 

"I'm not fucking lying" I said cutting him off "I don't want you now get the hell out" I yelled trying to hold back the tears behind my eyes. 

"Everything okay Ava?" Ally asked as she popped her head around the door, her expression changing when her eyes landed on Blaze. 

Turning my back on both of them I felt the shudder go through my body as the flood gates opened. 

"I think it's best if you leave" Ally whispered 

Hearing a few curse words and a growl it wasn't until the door closed that I knew he had left. 

"Are you okay?" Ally asked placing her hand on my shoulder. Shrugging it off I about turned and went back to my chair. 

No.. 

"I'm fine" Swallowing past the lump I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth. 

"Someone who is fine doesn't cry" Walking towards me she sat on the edge of my desk. "I am here if you want to talk about it. I won't judge I'll just listen". 

Feeling the tears roll down my cheeks I shook my head "I can't take anymore of this and if I'm honest I wish I hadn't of moved here. No one has any idea what its like when your dad is Franko, president of the most fearful motorcycle club around. And then there's Blaze, he may be good to look at but he sure as hell comes with a lot of bullshit" Wiping at my eyes I lay my head on my desk. "I can't go anywhere without having to constantly look over my shoulder. I have to stay at that fucking clubhouse because it's not safe anywhere else. God I'm 24 and have a constant babysitter". 

"Come and stay with me" She pipped up causing me to lift my head and look at her. 

"What?" 

"I live by myself and I have a spare room. My brother occasionally drops by but he won't mind and besides it would be the best thing ever" She smiled 

That doesn't sound like a bad idea. I would be away from Blaze and right now that's all I want. 

"I read a message on his phone" I whispered chewing on my bottom lip. "From a girl named Sasha". 

"You think he's banging some other chick?" She asked folding her arms over her chest "He'd be a fucking asshole if he is". 

"I don't know. Didn't ask about her because I'm scared of what he'll say. I'm not that kind of girl". 

"His loss Ava. Babe you're beautiful and you sure as hell could have anyone you wanted. You can stay with me for however long you need to". 

"Thanks Ally. You on-.." 

Hearing her cell phone ring she pulled it out of her pocket and cursed. "I think I made the worse decision of my life last night" Switching her phone off she threw it onto my desk. "That's the third time he's called me. What could he possibly want? We fucked and had fun but that was it". 

"Cage has called you three times?" I asked watching the nervous look appear in her eyes. 

"Why is he calling me though?". 

"I have no idea" I said letting out a deep breath "Wanna come help me start a war?" I asked grabbing my jacket and slipping it on. 

"You've lost me" She said giving me a questioning look. 

"Telling them I'm moving out ain't going to be easy. I need support" I smiled bumping her shoulder "Let's go". 

"Can I wait here?" She asked looking around the lot. Some of the boys were out working on there bikes. 

"I don't think he's here besides why the hell are you scared?". 

"Am not" She said sticking her tongue out at me. 

Rolling my eyes I pulled open my door and got out. "Put on your big girl panties and get your ass out here" I said shutting the door. 

"Hey darlin'." Tommy smiled casually making his way towards me. 

"Hey Tommy. Is my dad around?" I asked looking over at where Jared and Tank were working on there bikes. 

"Out with your mom sweetheart. Everything alright?" He asked taking out a smoke. 

"Yeah I just need to break the news that I'm moving out". 

Watching his expression change I watched his adams apple bob as he swallowed. "That a good idea? Does Blaze know?". 

And there it was again. Why does everyone think Blaze needs to know my business? "No he doesn't and he doesn't need too". 

"Fighting again?". 

Rolling my eyes I looked over at Ally as she cleared her throat. "Tommy is Cage around?" I asked 

"Nah darlin' him and Blaze are out taking care of a little business. I could pass on a message?" He said turning his attention to Ally. 

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She asked 

Hearing him chuckle he took a draw of his smoke "No reason darlin' and Ava think about what your doing before you jump in with 2 feet". 

"And Tommy I already have a dad I don't need two" I replied looping my arm through Allys and pulling her in the direction of the club. Was that a little harsh? Yeah probably but heck I don't need everyone telling me what I can and cannot do. 

"You just going to up and leave?" Ally asked as we walked through the door. Yep that's exactly what I was going to do. 

"I only have a bag here. The rest of my stuff is at my dads house and I have no idea how to get there..shit" I cursed 

Hearing the roar of motor bikes I glanced at Ally her expression matching mine. "It's not my dad" I whispered knowing he wouldn't take my mom on the back of his bike pregnant. 

"Can you not answer your fucking phone?". Cage muttered as he strolled through the door helmet under his arm. 

"Fuck off Cage" Ally snapped folding her arms over her chest. This was the girl I knew not that scared one I saw back in the car. 

Watching his nostrils flare he stomped him way over to us. "How about I just fuck you" He growled picking her up and throwing her over his shoulder. Hearing her screams and protests I stood with my mouth hanging open. Did that just happen? 

"He's got it bad" Blaze chuckled "Bitch must have a magical pussy. One night of sex and he's hooked". 

I 

"Can't say the same for you though" I snapped wanting to punch myself as soon as the words left my mouth. Fuck fuck fuck!!! "I-I have to go" I stuttered. Why did I have to say that? 

"Not so fast" He said latching his hand onto my wrist and pulling me too him the front of our bodies touching. "I'm busy Blaze I have to go". I had to get away from him before it all comes blabbing out. 

"Nah think I'll keep you here" He whispered moving his head so his mouth was at my ear. "We could start round two?" 

Gasping I shivered as his tongue flicked my ear. My heartbeat kicked up a notch and I was flushed. Turned on, frustrated and angry. 

"No" I snapped pushing him away from me. "Last night was a mistake and it will never happen again". 

"It'll happen again" He growled pulling me back to him, this time holding me tighter. "Look at you, your flushed and horny. You think I can't tell?" He chuckled "Sweet little Ava. Your heart is beating so fast and your little cheeks are hot". Stroking his finger down my cheek I closed my eyes. Why do I feel so good with him? Opening my eyes I caught him looking around before bringing his focus back to me. 

Smiling to himself he slide his hand down my arm, round my waist and stopped at the button of my jeans. Glancing around one more time he popped the button and faster that ever snuck his hand down the front of my pants. 

Gasping I gripped onto his wrist "What are you doing" I snapped. 

"So wet and ready" He muttered completely ignoring me. Feeling his finger slide down my slit I gripped onto his arm tighter. Circling his finger around my clit a throaty moan left my mouth. 

What the fuck was I doing? 

"No" I yelled pushing him away from me. "Stay away from me Blaze I mean it" I snapped feeling the tears at the back of my eyes. I can't believe I nearly let him get me off in the middle of the clubhouse. Where at any moment my dad or one of the guys could walk through the door. 

Watching his lift his hand to his mouth he sucked my juices from his fingers "I will get your little pussy again babe. Rest assure that belongs to me". 

Feeling my tears fall his expression changed immediately. Turning my back on him I ran for the door and went straight to my car.