Where I Belong - R.V.Elliott

Chapter 40 

I couldnt move. Was there someone out there that hated my dad that much they would do anything to get to me? As my mind went haywire with thoughts my breathing got heavier. Why couldn't they just leave me alone? 

"Sweets you alright?" Blaze asked 

Was I okay? No I fucking wasn't. I was sick and tired of living my life like this. I don't know how much more I could take. I hadn't done anything wrong and yet I was still caught in the middle of it all. What kind of person gives someone a house at a reasonable price just so they can hurt them? Someone that's sick in the head. I wanted my own place to get away from this shit but no matter what I do it keeps on following me. Was there ever going to be a way out? Was I ever going to be able to live my life without looking over my shoulder? 

"I've had enough" I said holding up my hands "I want out Blaze. I can't keep living my life like this. Why is someone so dead set on hurting me? I've done nothing wrong" I croaked on the verge of tears. I couldn't deal with anymore shit. 

"Get in the car darlin' I need to speak with your dad". 

That's it, that's all he had to say? I didn't want to go and speak to my dad. All he was going to do was retaliate killing more people. It was just one vicious circle that I didn't want to be apart of. Walking to my car I jumped in slamming the door shut behind me. 

"Don't you be worrying we'll handle it" Came his gruff voice as he pulled out of my street. Turning my head so I could look at him I scrunched my face up "How can I not worry when someone is obviously trying to hurt me" I snapped grabbing my sunglasses from my glovebox and putting them on. They were obviously doing all of this for a build up, waiting for me not to expect it and then they are going to pounce. How do I protect myself from a bunch of thugs that want revenge on my dad. 

"I know that look and I know your mind is working overtime. I told you we'll sort it so stop fucking worrying". 

I wasn't going to bite back. For once I was going to stay quiet and try my best not to think about the worst things that could happen. Did I get fooled into thinking it was my dad that got me that house? Were they going to use that house as a way to hurt me? Maybe even rape me? Swallowing loudly I clenched my fists. I didn't want to 

think about the shit they would do to me. 

"Why are you going up state?" I found myself asking him. Anything to keep my mind off of who could be behind all this bullshit. "Club business sweetheart. Guys up state have a rat, they just need a little help on finding out who he is". And they needed him for that? I was surprised he told me why. Usually all I get is 'club business' and that's the end of it. Never once has he gave me a reason. "How do they know they have a rat?" I asked as he pulled into the club house. Scanning the lot my eyes landed on Cage and wait what was Ally doing here? I thought her and Cage were just having fun? "Stuff that gets said around the table is getting out. Can only mean they have a rat. I just need to go up and figure out who it is". Sitting quietly I watched as he opened my glovebox and took out my cigarettes. Lighting one up he tucked the rest of them inside his cut pocket. "Why do you have to go and figure out who the rat is? Aren't they capable of doing it themselves?" I asked reaching over and slipping my hand inside his pocket, pulling out my cigarettes I slapped his chest "They are my secret stash, buy your own"I huffed putting them back where they belong. 

"Could say I'm good at reading people" He grinned taking a puff of his smoke. "Clearly you're not when you let bitches like that walk all over you" I smirked nodding my head to where Kelsey was making her way over to us. "Still screwing her I see". 

"Only bitch I let walk over me is you" He snapped rolling down the window as she approached us. What the hell did she want? Could she not fawn over him when I wasn't here? Not that I had a problem with it, it was just embarrassing to watch. 

"Hey baby fancy getting out of here for a few hours before you have to leave?" She purred leaning her upper body against my car giving me a eyeful of her tits. Scrunching my face up I pushed my sunglasses onto the top of my head. There was desperate and then there was Kelsey. Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to get a guys attention. "You have sex in my car and I'll chop of your dick and feed it to her" I glared before pushing my door open. 

Grabbing a hold of my wrist so I couldn't move I sighed not even putting up a fight to get free. What was the point? He always won. "I'm not finished talking with you. And you" He growled turning his head towards Kelsey "Don't fucking approach me unless I say you can. Can't you see I'm busy? Now fuck off, go see Tim and tell him I sent you". What the hell just happened? Watching her stomp off I pulled my wrist out of his hold. I didn't like the girl but there was no need to speak to her the way he did. "Why did you send her to see Tim?" I asked curiosity getting the better of me. 

"First of I'm not screwing her. I haven't fucked anyone since you caught me. Second, I would never have sex in your car unless it was with you and thirdly no fucker on 

this earth walks over me. Got it?". Rolling my eyes I placed my hand on his thigh giving it a little squeeze "You just said I was the only bitch that walked over you and Blaze your tough guy act doesn't work with me" Patting his leg I smiled at him sweetly before getting out of my car and mading my way towards Ally and Cage. 

"You have him fascinated with you" Cage smirked as he nodded towards my car. Eh? Turning round my eyes connected with Blazes. Why hadn't he gotten out? Shaking my head I turned away from his stare. "Please tell me you're coming back to work tomorrow?" Ally asked well more like pleaded. "Yeah I'll be back tomorrow. Aren't you meant to be at work?" I asked raising my eyebrow at her. "Yeah but I phoned in sick. With you not being there Josh has took it apon himself to be in charge. I know he ran it before you came but jesus he is not nice when he's in control". 

"You fucking him again?" Cage interrupted wiping his hands with a rag. Ally was having sex with Josh? What the hell had I missed? I had only been gone a few days. "I was never fucking Josh" She sneered folding her arms across her chest. 

"You better fucking not be, your ass is mine but I was talking bout little Ava over here" He grinned. 

"Your disgusting you know that? I don't mix business with pleasure and I would never go near Josh. Why would you even think that?" I asked more interested in where he's heard that from. "I'm not talking about fucking Josh. Heck I don't even know who the fuck he is". 

"Don't fucking speak to her like that" Blaze growled from somewhere behind me. The way the hairs on the back of my neck stood up I knew he was close, very close. "Sorry VP" He muttered taking a hold of Ally's hand and pulling her in the direction of the clubhouse. That wasn't like Cage. He wasn't one for apologising. "I don't need you sticking up for me Blaze and anyway he didn't do anything wrong". Why was everyone afraid of Blaze? I know that he's VP but what had he done to make everyone so afraid of him. "He doesn't get to speak to you like that. No one fucking speaks to you like that". Turning to face him I gasp with how close he actually was. Taking a step back I crossed my arms over my chest. "He was expressing himself. He wasn't talking to me in a bad way. Fuck Blaze find out what's going on first before sticking your big nose in". 

"Well what the fucks going on then?" He snapped closing the small distance between us. "Apparently I'm screwing one of my colleagues" I sighed really not in the mood to argue with him. I thought all of that was behind us but apparently he just keeps coming back for more. Maybe he was fascinated with me. 

"You better fucking not be. What the fucks his name Ava?" He growled causing me to laugh in his face. I was laughing so much I had tears in my eyes. "You actually believe it? You don't know me at all" I snapped side stepping him so I could get away from him. Walking the short distance to the club I about turned so I could look at 

him. "Even if it were true and its not its got nothing to do with you". 

Walking into the clubhouse I walked straight for my dads office. Pushing open the door I wished I hadnt. Bent over the table was my mom with my dad behind her. 

Fuck fuck fuck.. That was something I never ever wanted to see. 

Closing the door shut behind me I sunk my teeth into my bottom lip. How will I ever get that out of my head? No one should ever have to see there parents doing the nasty. Walking through the bar area I took a seat on one of the black stools. 

"Ava can I have a word?" Kelsey asked as she approached me. I wasn't in the mood to get my ear chewed off about Blaze. "Have a seat" I muttered not in the least bit interested in what she was about to say. I didn't need for her to come up here and give me a warning about Blaze. If she was that bothered about it then she should be having a conversation with him not me. "I'd rather it be somewhere private" She replied. "There's to many ears in here" She whispered. 

Turning so I could face her I sighed "How about I just make this easier for the both of us? Your welcome to Blaze. I'm not going to fight or argue about him. There happy?" I smiled. 

"I wasn't coming to talk about Blaze I- I need your help" She whispered only then did I noticed the fear in her eyes. Glancing around the bar I noticed everyone was to busy in there own conversations to notice anything. "Can we please go somewhere private?" She asked. Now I knew it defiantly wasn't about Blaze. It kind of caught me of guard that she needed my help. 

"Sure" I agreed following her out of the bar. "My cars over there. Is that alright?" I asked. There really wasn't anywhere private around here we could go. 

"Yeah".. 

"I'm pregnant" she whispered tears welling in her eyes. "I'm 19 Ava I-I don't know what to do" she cried. Why did my stomach drop? Why did it feel like someone was squeezing the life out of my heart?. 

"How far along are you?" I asked swallowing the lump that had appeared in my throat. What was Blaze going to say when he found out he was going to be a dad? "Only 4 weeks. I'm so scared" She whispered placing her head in her hands. 

"Does he know?" I asked not sure if I could handle hearing he was going to be a dad. "No one knows Ava, only you. I don't want to tell him. He's not even been patched 

in yet. A baby would ruin everything" She cried. 

"Who's the dad Kelsey?" I asked 

Looking up at me through her tears she bit her bottom lip before answering "Tims the father". 

"Are you 100% sure its Tim?" I had to be sure. She was after all having sex with Blaze and god knows who else. Snapping her head up she glared at me "I know you probably think I'm some nasty slut but I'm not. I've only ever slept with Tim and Blaze was a once off". She had only slept with Blaze once? Somehow I didn't believe her. "Blaze hasn't slept with anyone since you caught us" She whispered her glare turning into a frown. "He's to wrapped up in you to notice anyone else. I only did what I did today because Cage wanted to see if he was still hooked on you".